Happy sad and sad and happy and sad and happy and happy.

Remembering going family seeing familiar faces then see chatting laughing, then cold shoulders. Went town, taking train. Gave a bottle. but nothing. Nothing. Mine, sang coincidently. Rain, but home. Trip misses meant nothing. Come to cele. Cookies but seems nothing. Stayed over but does'nt mean anything also. Lonely movie. Raining the next morning, it's raining. But it's nothing. Meant nothing. Breakfast. Sending to work, take emptiness. Met friend, sending home. meant nothing. Forgotten, and returned. Search for similar two, but meant nothing. Sending to work, mentioned and it's the last. Still finding and found somehow. Sweat meant nothing. Hunger meant nothing. Nothing really. But did'nt decide. Went another, got it. Give it but not. Rolled but meant nothing. Tired.

Saw played side talk nothing more. Rolled and still turning. Turned. All meant nothing.

Waited. Cleared. for something, a fullstop. not nothing.

New. New out. New watching. New walking. New chatting.

New.

New. Knew.