I ran without my mp3 today, which means more thoughts running with me. I think about what I heard from people around me these few days. My buddy, the driving instructor, the creative director. Those words just made me think more more and more...

"Are you really passionate about advertising?"
"You can not see it as a job but something you really want to do and enjoy the process..."
"You will really have no life, go home late everyday and skip meals and no time to hang out with friends..."

It really is that scary but I know I want to be that busy. Want the client to be satisfied and see my work up there!

I don't know how long will this burning flame last but I don't want to regret not trying. Well till now I haven got his reply yet. -Sigh-

What's next? What's my plan for tomorrow? He's the only person that can stop me from planning what's next.


"Healthy, nice and patient and got money can already" . the instructor said. Agree? The guy love his daughter but slowly love his wife after her daughter is born- because she resembles her.

"Singaporeans can't afford to get sick. No matter how rich one is....sick that's it." So a healthy and wealthy and without temper, are these guys are extinct? The instructor shared a lot. "Get someone who loves you can already. He loves you more than you love him isn't that better. Like him or not, not important. He can give you good life drive his car or sit in a nice comfortable car and not like her (pointing a lady fetching his son on a bicycle) have to suffer because the husband cannot give her good life..."

He also shared about his friend.. 50 years old having a 20 years old girlfriend and they are going to get married soon. The guy can provide good life for the girl.. whats the reason for the girl to reject?


However I still think love is essential for a marriage to work.

What I want in life? Do I just wana married off and become a housewife? Am I ambitious? Want to do so many things but will age allows me to?


Recently I am reading a book.. well I have never see pornography but I read and visualise from what I read. All thanks to the books. Previous books i read also contain such content. Well the writers wrote them down like very casually and it really is nothing. Like nothing. Yeap it's just part of life.

But still I want to respect myself and stays...

Well I do think of you when I run...once again have I inspired you to run? Or you really don't want me to run cause too sporty and muscular? I do think of you a little during the day.Especially working time, it makes me somehow see the picture of married working adults looking forward to the end of the day to head home and see their love ones... its nice though, after a long day I can meet someone who wants to see me and ask how's my day. Fetch me to have light happy supper or see me to my doorstep. Nice and fortuante isn't it?