Went for a charity dinner(raise fund to rebuilt a monastery) with his parents and relatives. Looking at them talking at the table make me feel so warm and close. Just like my own family members. Good or bad? felt quite scary though. Still bit shy so I didn't talk much and trying to keep a look out to glance at my little boy who is busy helping out.

The small big day is just next week. Feels like a one-man show this time round. (I don't need anyone's help, I can do it! ) Don't know why always wanted to share with bf about it but end up quarreling bout some issues so well,I better don't get my busy dear involved.

People ask what I want. What I really want? I want to drive, I want to travel, I want to act. I want to do plastic, I want to be freaking skinny. Can I have what I want?

My advice is, please don't buy for the sake of buying please. If buy some things is just for the sake of buying then I rather receive ang baos! Well luggage is requested by her as well and you girls bought for her already. mmmmmmmmm no comments.

How about giving me a Ezlink card that can cover my transport fee whole year round or whole life round. hahaha super random thoughts.

I was typing down some speech and ended up tearing while typing and rehearsing. WTH.