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Is that you stef? Not very..


How about you?

Went to court on Wednesday as a witness for bus190 accident last year, nothing much though. The other party's lawyer was a little fierce to me, ask me if I know how to drive or not... boo!

After that went to Heeren- my favourite shop that sells Jap in-house designer clothes. I just like the styles of their clothing..

Then met him and walk awhile... and I went off to do my facial! I gave my virgin face to her! haha. Anyway she is Serene's ex bf, brother's wife.

I got my blackheads squeezed out! Well not all but most of it

After everything, we went for a dinner. They had their dessert at MacDonald's and look...

There is a another cone inside the cone. Manufacturer's fault?

My day don't just end here. I went to meet him again with his friends at Outram area ktv... thanks for asking me to join in the fun=)

That's my busy Wednesday.

Thursday doing tele the whole day. Meet this tele girl, of my age. 20 years old, have a house, a husband and a 8month old baby girl. Woot.

And I do look forward to the end of my day...

Going to court =) mauaha..

ba"Too old to club"

Feels old..or have I skip the stage of being young and enjoy life? Haha.. I don't usually do what my friends do. For example...

watch gossip girls,
online and chat at night(very seldom),
play games in msn,
play wi wawa? (omy how to spell),
shopping,
online shopping,
appreciate branded stuffs,
clubbing...

I can't even drag myself to meet my friend for clubbing. The thought of it (the place the loud music the drinks...) makes me feel giddy and tired. Sleepy, tired and cab home, nah! I rather be at home, watch tv, read newspaper or a book, hid inside my blanket, talk on the phone and fall asleep...

Have I miss that phase of life? Or somehow I have skipped it. A few friends told me that if I don't' play now, I won't have the chance to when I grew older...

I ask myself why not? I can go to these places and enjoy with my husband, or even my children. As long as I dress younger, I can feel young again. If not I am sure I can enjoy by travelling and living under one roof with love ones.


But for now, I want to be independent first. Step out to the society and take up a real job. Support myself and my family then move on from there.

I blog whatever I want. How you inteprete is up to you.

As for my taggedbox, the topic of no smoke no drinking no gambling=good guy.

Well for me smoking is a nono. (er~herm). However, occasionally drinking is still alright. Who doesn't drink at all? Not those everyday have to open cans of beer, or keep drinking and make himself drunk. Other than that they are still acceptable. My dad also drink occasionally, and I don't see what's wrong with that. Still thinks that he's so manly to drink once in a while.haha

Gamble but not to the extend of very addicted to it. Never buy can die and keep mumbling about it. Or every week must gamble that will be.. not very good though. Once in a while buy toto 4D, I see no harm in it, just contribute a little more to the government, that's all.

"...Things will go where they're suppose to go if you just let them take their natural course. Despite your best efforts, people are going to be hurt when it's time for them to be hurt. Life is like that.....You try too hard to make life live your way of doing things. If you don't want to spend time in an insane asylum, you have to open up a little more and let yourself go with life's natural flow..... so stop what you're doing this minute and get happy. Work at making yourself happy!"

A letter from Reiko to Watanabe

From the book, Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami

Ono.. feel sad when you sound sad. I said see how cause.. if really tgt then I won't go lo. see how this month goes.. Omy why m i teating you like my bf... zzz feels like leh. But I really feel like going somewhere.. want to do some shopping and relaxing trip.. my close girlfriends can't cause of $$ (I have this problem too but I want to call like hell just to go for a trip) then my classmates going for some trip don't think have much cash to spare for another trip.. so far only my buddy can go with me.. bleh See how la. boo

I ran without my mp3 today, which means more thoughts running with me. I think about what I heard from people around me these few days. My buddy, the driving instructor, the creative director. Those words just made me think more more and more...

"Are you really passionate about advertising?"
"You can not see it as a job but something you really want to do and enjoy the process..."
"You will really have no life, go home late everyday and skip meals and no time to hang out with friends..."

It really is that scary but I know I want to be that busy. Want the client to be satisfied and see my work up there!

I don't know how long will this burning flame last but I don't want to regret not trying. Well till now I haven got his reply yet. -Sigh-

What's next? What's my plan for tomorrow? He's the only person that can stop me from planning what's next.


"Healthy, nice and patient and got money can already" . the instructor said. Agree? The guy love his daughter but slowly love his wife after her daughter is born- because she resembles her.

"Singaporeans can't afford to get sick. No matter how rich one is....sick that's it." So a healthy and wealthy and without temper, are these guys are extinct? The instructor shared a lot. "Get someone who loves you can already. He loves you more than you love him isn't that better. Like him or not, not important. He can give you good life drive his car or sit in a nice comfortable car and not like her (pointing a lady fetching his son on a bicycle) have to suffer because the husband cannot give her good life..."

He also shared about his friend.. 50 years old having a 20 years old girlfriend and they are going to get married soon. The guy can provide good life for the girl.. whats the reason for the girl to reject?


However I still think love is essential for a marriage to work.

What I want in life? Do I just wana married off and become a housewife? Am I ambitious? Want to do so many things but will age allows me to?


Recently I am reading a book.. well I have never see pornography but I read and visualise from what I read. All thanks to the books. Previous books i read also contain such content. Well the writers wrote them down like very casually and it really is nothing. Like nothing. Yeap it's just part of life.

But still I want to respect myself and stays...

Well I do think of you when I run...once again have I inspired you to run? Or you really don't want me to run cause too sporty and muscular? I do think of you a little during the day.Especially working time, it makes me somehow see the picture of married working adults looking forward to the end of the day to head home and see their love ones... its nice though, after a long day I can meet someone who wants to see me and ask how's my day. Fetch me to have light happy supper or see me to my doorstep. Nice and fortuante isn't it?